Thursday, 7 January 2010

Still Tired & Emotional.

I think this fatigue is really starting to kick in and my emotions are all over the place today.
I finally sat myself down and really took a look at what I have been going through for the past 5 weeks. It's really deep.
I didn't want to cry, but I haven't all this time and I do feel better and more positive for allow those emotions to pass.
I asked MG if my patch looks worse in real life compared to the pictures, and she told me it did, which makes me sad, cause I don't want to make anyone feel uncomfortable around me. This is a small hurdle in my life, which I am jumping, and with all you your kind thoughts, prayers and well wishes, I am progressing in a positive way.

So, I have taken a few more pictures, to show the progress of the skin condition behind my ears and my patch, which I think is growing slightly.





It really doesn't feel as bad as it looks!
Its actually quite soft.






II really fancied some Steak pie and mash after a conversation with Elle and Matt. So to compensate, I had a Steak and Cheese panini. It didn't quite hit the spot. I also had 4 Fab Ice lollies and a Strawberry and Cream Frappuccino. Just generally feeling tired and have more naps at the hospital.
I had a 10 minute one in the waiting room and again on the bed. It was beautiful.

I know that I will NEVER forget this chapter in my life.
I hope that I have inspired you in some way.
Until tomorrow.
xxx